May 18th 2015 the day I lost you Nat, a massive part of me died that night and I will never get over it to be honest I never want to get over it.I want to keep every memory of you as close to my heart as possible. We used to argue and disagree many times but we loved each other and I didn't realise how much I loved you and what you meant to me until you left me on that night. My heart was broken and still is and there's nothing or no one on this earth that can mend it other than you and that is why I cannot wait to be with you again and we will.